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[Thursday
July 13th, 2006
1:14pm] |
Discontinuing my journal for awhile.
Check my out on myspace.
myspace.com/shagstanscoobs.
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[Sunday
July 9th, 2006
2:24am] |
Best. Night. EVER.
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| Two months down... |
[Thursday
June 29th, 2006
10:01pm] |
Only one and a half more to go. This summer really wasnt as good as I thought it would be. That means YOU have 1.5 months to MAKE it good. If you havent seen me yet, I probably wanna see you. If you have, I probably want to see you again.
You know how to get me.
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| My new fav song.. |
[Thursday
June 22nd, 2006
2:32pm] |
Its by heather small and is called "proud"
I look into the window of my mind
Reflections of the fears I know I've left behind
I step out of the ordinary
I can feel my soul ascending
I'm on my way
Can't stop me now
And you can do the same
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
It's never too late to try
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
You could be so many people
If you make that break for freedom
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
Still so many answers I don't know (there are so many answers)
Realise that to question is how we grow (to question is to grow)
So I step out of the ordinary
I can feel my soul ascending
I'm on my way
Can't stop me now
And you can do the same (yeah)
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
It's never too late to try
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
You could be so many people
If you make that break for freedom
What have you done today to make you feel proud?
(yeah) We need a change (Yeah)
Do it today (yeah)
I can feel my spirit rising
(change, yeah) We need a change (yeah)
So do it today (yeah)
'Cause I can see a clear horizon
What have you done today to make you feel proud? (to make you feel proud)
(let me hear ya X3)So what have you done today to make you feel proud?
(yeah X4)'Cause you could be so many people
Just make that break for freedom
So what have you done today to make you feel proud?
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[Wednesday
June 21st, 2006
3:10pm] |
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Darren Hayes- Popular |
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Alright now..I'm going to be pretty damn honest here for a minute. I know a lot of people think that I am a rude asshole sometimes, but you're wrong. I guess it's hard when you have had a perfect little life, not a painful moment in it since the doctor slapped you on the ass when you were born, and then someone like me comes into the picture and I don't sugar coat anything.
A lot of people say that the main thing that they look for in a friendship or a relationship or anything is honesty. Well, that's what I am. If you can't handle it then you probably shouldn't talk to me, or ASK me my opinions about things.
Don't think that I go out of my way to be mean, either. Because I really don't. If you ask me a question, I'm going to be straight up with you, and that's that.
So- with that said- people at my job, people up at school, or just my friends I have known for years- I really don't care anyone if you think I'm an asshole, because I'm not.
Just because I'm not as fake or a spaz like a lot of crazy bitches- doesn't make me mean or rude.
It makes me real.
I love everyone in my life more than anything I can think of. I wouldn't trade anyone for the world. So- don't pretend to know me
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| Top 10 American Idol Performances EVER! |
[Thursday
June 8th, 2006
11:57am] |
These are my 10 favorite American Idol performances of all five seasons. Enjoy :)
10. Jessice Sierra - On The Side of Angels
-This girl was voted off way too soon in my opinion
9. Clay Aiken - Solitaire
-One of the best voices to come from the entire show.
8. Katharine Mcphee- Come Rain Or Come Shine
-This was the night Simon told Katharine she became a star.
7. Kelly Clarkson- Stuff Like That There
-The band, her tude, her clothes...it was all perfect.
6. Diana Degarmo- Don't Cry Out Loud
-The first time she did this song, it sent chills through my whole body.
5. Jennifer Hudson- Circle Of Life
-Jawdropper...enough said.
4. Kelly Clarkson- A Moment Like This
-Finale night...a bawled.
3. Clay Aiken- Bridge Over Troubled Water
-Hands down THE best male vocal of all five years. It was amazing.
2. Katharine McPhee- Somewhere over the rainbow
-Left me in tears, TWICE. Was the best performance of season 5.
1. Carrie Underwood- Alone
-I knew from this moment that Carrie was going to take the music world by storm.
Thats it!
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[Thursday
June 1st, 2006
12:36am] |
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Christina.
JANET.
JUSSSSSTTTIIIN.
Summer/fall 2006.
Enough said.
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[Sunday
May 28th, 2006
1:19am] |
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So The Davinci Code totally kicks ass :oP
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[Wednesday
May 24th, 2006
5:43pm] |
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I am so sick and tired of liars, it's not even funny anymore.
I really wish people would grow the fuck up, and grow a pair of balls and fess up to things. I can't handle it. I have been out of high school for a year, why the hell does this shit continue to happen?
I'm seriously done with people.
You can't tell anyone ANYTHING without people running their mouths.
Is anyone trustworthy?
Is anyone honest?
Is anyone truthfull?
Is anyone REAL?
Because if there is ANYONE like this- please let me know. I need you in my life NOW before I just have hatred towards every person on earth.
What makes it even worse is when people accept the fact that you are a liar, and it doesn't make them mad anymore. There is something wrong with that. Who the fuck do you have to impress?
I want to move.
I want to start over with new people.
Now- don't take me for a fool- I know there will be backstabbing douchebags anywhere I go- but maybe this time I will know to not let them in, like I have so many times in the past.
Some people wonder why I'm such a sarcastic asshole sometimes- THIS IS WHY.
The funny this is I'm not even mad.
I'm fed up.
I'm to the point of laughter.
I can't wait to get the hell out of here though, that's for sure.
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[Sunday
May 21st, 2006
9:06pm] |
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Katharine Mcphee- Somewhere over the rainbow |
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When all the clouds darken up the skyway
Theres a rainbow highway to be found
Leading from your windowpane
To a place behind the sun
Just a step beyond the rain...
That's some powerful stuff right there.
I understand that people change. It's called GROWING UP. I just wish that people wouldn't change for the worse. I wish that the person you met years ago was able to improve on things, and become stronger, as opposed to getting lost in themselves and others. It is kind of painful when you think about it. There are so many things that you learn about a person, so many trials and tribulations that you see them go through, and so many things that you help them with, and it all goes unfinished.
I am guilty of change as well.
But I can honestly say that I haven't changed for the worse.
Sometimes I just wish we were all children again.
I miss the innocense.
I miss you.
The REAL you.
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| Favorite song of the moment.. |
[Friday
May 19th, 2006
3:19pm] |
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Ashley Parker Angel- Apology |
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Couldnt explain things any better:
Close to you, so far away,
A rented room, an empty space,
Sirens bleeding through the open door,
Movie scene in black and white,
The snow falls down alone tonight.
No one's ever felt like this before.
What went wrong with you and me?
This is my apology.
'Cos even when I fall asleep, you stay with me,
You stay with me.
Stuck inside a broken frame,
Watching as seasons change,
Hoping time will finally set me free,
Suddenly, you're standing there,
A crowded street, a lonely stare,
A thousand miles of traffic in between.
What went wrong with you and me?
This is my apology.
From the moment that I leave, you stay with me,
You stay with me.
Every letter that you wrote stays with me,
And every promise that I broke, stays with me,
And everything that's left inside, stays with me,
It stays with me.
Close to you, so far away,
A rented room, an empty space,
Sirens bleeding through the open door,
Movie scene in black and white,
The snow falls down alone tonight.
No one's ever felt like this before.
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[Wednesday
May 17th, 2006
4:43pm] |
I thought high school ended a year or two ago.
I wish that the high school drama would have ended with it.
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[Tuesday
May 16th, 2006
1:15am] |
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Rihanna- Unfaithful |
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Long time since I last updated- but oh well. I don't think anyone really reads these things anymore anyways. IT seems that myspace is the new livejournal, or has been for awhile. After I'm done updating, I think I will look for a new layout. This one is kind of getting on my nerves.
I saw United 93 today. I was never a person who got pissed about the whole 9-11 thing, but this really got to me for some reason. After leaving the theater, I was enraged. I do NOT understand why. I think that this was my first wake up call and I realized that this actually did happen. It seemed so far away but it was right around the corner, and now to most people it is a distant memory.
I'm looking forward to making some money, thats for sure. I want a laptop and a new cell phone. I dont really need them, since my computer is like a year and a half old, and my phone is only like 2 months old, but I like changing things up a little bit.
Well, that's it for now.
Hope you are all doing well.
<3
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[Wednesday
May 10th, 2006
9:35pm] |
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I love being right.
Especially about American Idol.
Told ya'll Chris wouldnt win :)
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[Saturday
May 6th, 2006
9:05pm] |
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Nsync- Tearin up my heart |
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Will people ever learn that cheap imitations are never as good and don't last as long as the original?
Sheesh.
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[Thursday
April 27th, 2006
3:19am] |
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Mariah Care- Fourth of July |
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So Im at work from 3-6AM. Yeah when I usually do my updates haha.
I just want to elaborate more on central star. Wow. I honestly can't believe that I did it. I was to thank each and every single person who came out and supported me. It meant a lot. And the kind words the judges had to say! Wow. It meant even more knowing that these people KNEW what they were talking about and they werent judging for just shits and giggles.
It was so uplifting hearing all of those people scream for me. I guess its hard to understand unless you're in that situation.
I usually end up getting really nervous when Im on stage, but this time I literally just let myself go, and it felt great.
AMERICAN IDOL HERE I COME!
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[Wednesday
April 26th, 2006
12:22am] |
I AM THE CENTRAL STAR!
woohoo!
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[Monday
April 24th, 2006
9:43am] |
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The Killers- Mr. Brightside. |
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This weekend was honestly amazing. The Phi Kappa Tau formal in East Lansing was so much fun, it should have been illegal. I did pass out, and get shit done to be again, but hey! You only live once, right? Haha. The time will come when it'll happen to other people though.
I probably said some pretty inappropriate things, and if you were one of the people I said something to, Im sorry.
I am so proud of the Alpha Eta class. I think they are going to do great things for our group. We are gonna rock the shit out of CMUs campus next year (more so than we already do now), I can just tell.
Central Star is this Tuesday at 8pm. It's the grand finale. Although, Im fairly certain that most of the people who read this won't be able to attend anyways. It's in Plachta and is FREE. It'll be a good time.
Only one more week of classes, and then finals and it's not even a full week! We don't have class Thursday or Friday and then it's finals next week. We are having a party on Thursday I guess after senior farwell, how depressing. And then this weekend is the parents barbecue. Itll be interesting to see how my mom reacts around the brothers and vice versa. I'm sure itll all run smoothly. I hope so at least. haha.
Anyway today is going to be a little easy. Im working until 10. Then some breakfast, a shower. French 1-2, taking some books back, French office hours 3:30-5:00 and then Im good to go for the day. Well that is all I have. Hope life is treatin you guys well.
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| Work update: |
[Wednesday
April 19th, 2006
4:22pm] |
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So I'm sitting at work and I was moved to want to write a journal entry. I don't know, there is just a lot on my mind, and I'm going to try to express it in the best way possible. If you are not interested in reading a bunch of blah blah blah then I suggest you turn away now.
First off, I would just like to ask a simple question: When do people plan to grow up? Honestly. I think that it's pretty ridiculous that there are people who are a year later than me in college, and still act like they are in the 7th grade. The only person you are hurting is yourself my friend. The fact that the life you live is so sad and pathetic that you feel the need to try to mess with the lives of others is a little much. I suggest trying to head to your local phsyciatrist or something. They DO make pills for that.
In another Universe: I feel like I am getting close to losing someone for the second time. It kind of sucks. And what makes it even worse is that there is nothing that either of us did wrong. I hope the friendship can overcome this- It's overcome worse. I dont know. I guess only time will tell. I just want you (and I think you know who you are- I hope at least) to know that no matter what you do I will try to be there for you as much as I can, even though it hurts me.
I am really excited for this school year to be over. I really am tired of CMU Residence Life. Honestly. Ive said it a million times and Ill say it again: I hate living in North Campus, especially Calkins Hall. It has nothing to do with the people, or the ones I work with, it's all about the atmosphere. It's killing me. I need to be somewhere that isn't so uptight and is a lot more friendly. That's the way I was brought up, and living here has shined some light on a totally different perspective of things. Don't get me wrong, my roommates sometimes make me want to cut my ears off or gouge my eyes out but they arent bad guys.
I think I just need my own space.
In American Idol news:
W00t. Last night was amazing! It was probably the best show of the entire season. My man Ace brought it home, even though he will probably be going home tonight. One word: KATHERINE. That's all I need to say about that. And we need to kick Pickler. Please let her leave before Ace.
I'm also a little annoyed that Ive been expecting like 4 things in the mail for WEEKS now and have yet to receive a single one of them.
Don't forget kids, CENTRAL STAR grand finale is next Tuesday 4/25 at 8pm in Plachta and it's free.
There will be a performance by this gorgeous stud named Travis Manning. I heard he's pretty good.
Since I won last semester, maybe I can pull off a win for the entire year, doubt it though.
I have horrible luck.
Well my friends, and probably some foes (because you have no life or something)?,
I must be off.
Feel free to comment.
All negative comments will be deleted, bitches :oP
EDIT: People who have attitudes like they think they are better than everyone are REALLY unwanted :)
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[Sunday
April 16th, 2006
4:41am] |
I was totally just looking at old journal entries, and I realized theres no way in hell I could delete this thing. There are way too many memories. I actually got quite emotional a couple times there. And other times I was like "what the fuck was i thinking?" lol.
Maybe I just wont write in it for awhile.
Let some dust collect on the top.
I dont know.
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